#it takes more than a hundred years but eventually there it is, less than a whisper and for the first 20 times it happens merlin believes he’s finally going mad, #the whisper nothing but imagination. but the first time a ‘shut up’ echosover the lake, he knows it’s real.
#over the years, the occasional whispers turn into conversations, arthur’s voice getting louder and clearer.
Frejalee
The name's Freja, british/swedish take your pick. I'm that awkward girl who spends all her time playing video games and fangirling over british actors instead of doing something with her life. Don't be afraid to send me a message, and if you feel like it, press the follow button!
cheers x
cheers x
#okay you cannot fathom my creys here #you cannot even imagine #the way his voice broke when he said it #it was just like #all the times he’s been called useless in his life and they all finally caught up with him #because ‘merlin you idiot’ is kind of like a catchphrase around the castle and usually he lets it all roll off him but now #now it actually matters #because now he almost died #and if he had he would have died being useless stupid idiot merlin and no one would ever know all that he’s done #all he wants to do is protect arthur and he came so close to failing #oh shit fuck damn the dam is open here come my tears
I think I have CRIED and LAUGHED more here than I ever have before.
I’m a hopeless wanderer.
shouldn’t you be doing, ya’know, young things! with young people!
I have bullshitted my way through almost two decades of life
@mishacollins Wanna know what’s weird?
@mishacollins Me too. I wanna know what’s weird too. If you find out, please let me know. It’s been driving me crazy.
